Another Year

Today is a special day. I say this not only because I have been given another day to live, but because today marks another year I have been given. Today I turn 19. It is those kind of days where you think about the place in which you are and whether or not you are meant to be there. While I am extremely grateful to have such an amazing life (having my two loving parents, a sister that loves me, I'm attending a university, I have caring friends) I still ponder on whether my life will become something similar to what I expect. I really couldn't ask for more. Yet, thinking about how time has gone by and how you have spent your time truly makes you think. Have I been doing the right thing? Can I do more? What should I be doing? All these question come in and out of my head.
You know those times where you feel small (although I am literary short: 5''1) and you know that you don't know anything? I feel that way, in the most positive way possible. It might be accurate to say that it it will almost be two decades since I began my life, and although nothing is ensured (not even life) I would like to record the happy times of my life. In a few months, I will look back and see how much I have grown from this. I am not close to being perfect but I'm working on it. I am not where I wish I could be, but I am working on it. I understand that regardless of what happens in the next few months, I will do great things because I will have great people around me. I will do it right this time; my first and only time.

IF YOU DONT HAVE TIME TO DO IT RIHGT , WHEN WIL YOU HAVE TIME TO DO IT OVER? -JHON WOODEN

Have a lovely Week,
MB